
I wish I could talk to my mom again.
legitimate question! its where my momthing is!

She's dead, but I don't believe she'd be in hell still.
oh she's one of those types! we dont get a lot of escapees from hell but its always possible!
i wish i could have saved him. both of them. but i could only save one. i didn't feel it then, but it eats me alive now. i try not to think about it. i try to distract myself from it. i do a lot of things to avoid thinking. it only sometimes works.

Not exactly what I mean.

Please don't talk about it, it's hard enough just thinking about her in general.
i'm sorry.

Don't.
don't what? i made it worse and i didn't mean to.

Just Please don't say anything else okay I'm already trying to stop crying and I think coming on here was a mistake to avoid that.