I enjoy being lesbian, yes. However in my multiple self sabotaging attempts, terrible rebound relationships, and more I believe it's more my fault than other people's. #pride #terribleatrelationships
βΌ I understand this feeling. I have never been lucky at romance. βΌ
Yes it is very difficult, and when you aren't the best at taking care of yourself taking care of another becomes impossible practically.
βΌ Ah, I have the opposite problem; I take care of myself and everyone else too efficiently, and there isn't enough time to open up that part of myself to someone... βΌ
I see you have my sympathies, I do hope in the future you manage to learn better to express your feelings.
βΌ It is difficult, sometimes. But I think I will get there. Thank you. I hope you manage to find your footing with someone who can truly dedicate their love and patience towards you. βΌ