After all I did I can only understand why it happened, truthfully I have nothing but regrets. But still I cannot keep her out of my mind. Truthfully I am pathetic for not even being able to maintain our relationship. The fact that I was so absent stands a test to that my own machinations were all I could focus on. I do not know why I'm airing this out on chittr of all places but I need somewhere to dump this mess. You you happen to be a kanaya variant your advice would be appreciated however that can wait I do not think I am ready to talk to any of you right now. #yearning #desperation
:33 < i offer my condolences.
It is appreciated.
I am at the very minimum glad to not be alone in the manner.
I appreciate the comforting words, though in good conscience I cannot agree with the pathetic line. I truly did utterly fuck up the best thing my life had going for it.
...thank you.