@eldritchTherapy β #yearning
Screaming into my pillow thinking about her. #yearning
I'm going to stop continuing that train of thought now. #vagueposting #yearning
Why does everyone have to be so hot it makes it difficult to commit to just one person. Shut up I know this looks bad. #yearning
Hot boxing my room again whilst wearing the shirt she left here before we broke up. #substances #yearning
I don't want her to just be in my arms I want to hold her until the heat death of the universe strikes and everything around crumbles to ash as I keep her close. This applies to a lot of people. #yearning
I am so fucking gay. #yearning #vagueposting
I miss her touch the way every time we were together it felt like she was molding me into a better person. Make me feel as if I was loved. The way she didn't care how malformed I was my body is finally something I'm more comfortable with but she loved it before then. She always had so much intention behind everything her very touch was addicting. I have nothing that will make me feel as good as she did #yearning #suggestive (?)
Because I can post anything right now and not be the most pathetic person suppose I should just post this I've had in my back pocket for a while. Kanaya please return my calls I'm sorry I cheated on you I just want you back, I don't care if it's not in a Matespritship I just want to be with you. Genuinely you can cull me and I would thank you I just need you more than anything In the world. I'll do whatever you say be whoever you want I will do anything you ask no questions please just take me back I'm desperate for you. Please. #yearning #suggestive (?) #lesbian
Well I absolutely fumbled any hope of actually getting another date with her. Now, should I get myself together and find another date and healthily move on, or hear me out, Rebound off of the objective worst woman I can find. #suggestive #yearning
I mis herr #yearning
Calling her to see if she'll take me back yet again despite knowing the answer. #yearning
Fighting every urge to not call her right now because I'm the last person she wants to hear from. #yearning #vaugeposting
Missing her #yearning
I need a woman to absolutely ruin my entire life and actively make me a worse person whilst praising me #suggestive #yearning
Oh my god I miss her so fucking much, I miss the names she'd call me the way we held hands the times we spent together everything that we had done...it was so Perfect. Way to go Rose another relationship ruined by your ego. #yearning #regrets
After all I did I can only understand why it happened, truthfully I have nothing but regrets. But still I cannot keep her out of my mind. Truthfully I am pathetic for not even being able to maintain our relationship. The fact that I was so absent stands a test to that my own machinations were all I could focus on. I do not know why I'm airing this out on chittr of all places but I need somewhere to dump this mess. You you happen to be a kanaya variant your advice would be appreciated however that can wait I do not think I am ready to talk to any of you right now. #yearning #desperation
Afternoon yearning strikes again how lovely, I wonder if I can drown this out via smoking. #yearning #substance
I need to stop falling in love with any women with a pulse Outer Gods give me strength #yearning
I need her so bad #vaugeposting #yearning
Oh what i would do for the touch of another #suggestive #yearning
Yearning hours hitting while digging a hole certainly is a feeling. Perhaps I need a stronger drink. #yearning #substance