@eldritchTherapy β #substances
Well I'm in a sappy mood, let me repost this old monologue of mine. I love my partner very dearly, she deserves the world and has been nothing but good to me since we met. Quite literally when I first got on here she supplied me with drinks I got wasted and she made sure to help me sober up despite me literally being a random customer of her's. When I ranted about my Ex and everything terrible I did to her she still was willing to tolorate me and be my friend for the time being. She offered me more things than I could ever know what to do with its incredible how good she has been to me. I don't deserve...Read more
Brewing potions (alcohol) #substances
Think I'm a little tipsy, had a busy day. #substances
I think rather often about how many times I mess up relationships and it makes me fearful about my current one. I was absolutely terrible to Kanaya someone I respected and she didn't deserve any of that, I don't talk to her anymore for both our sakes. Then afterwards I was just chasing a high, a relationship to make her jealous or forget about her entirely. I dated Vriska in the most toxic relationship I've ever been in, I dated alternate versions of Kanaya to try and cope, I dated alternate versions of myself as a way to just forget, I really was just looking for an out. But now I have someone ...Read more
Yep, still hate beer. #substances
Hangover. #substances
Computer, order more whisky. #substances
Drinking Ninety Proof Whiskey and sitting on the couch, putting on a movie too. #substances
Oh okay then. Five hundred cigarettes. #substances
Why the fuck did drunk me order a maid outfit. This cost a few hundred dollars. I'm just scrolling through my purchases history in awe at the amount of bullshit I bought. #substances
Please ignore my high ramblings from last night. #substances
I lovvee mye girlfrienddd #substances
Darrayea so nievce and soffyt #substances
Woemnwn #substances
Hahaha, illkoveherrsomuchd #substances
Hhhhhdhhhh Prettys #substances
Girlsesss #substances
Shapes and colors #substances
I accidentally ate an edible I think. #substances
Apparently I ordered a lifetime supply of Newports. How much is that actually. #substances
I'm just going to mute my notifications and be greeted by the wardrobe of mistakes I bought while plastered whenever I choose to go home. #substances
I ordered more things while drunk apparently. I keep getting notifications that packages have been delivered. #substances
Getting blackout drunk purely off the vibes of someone certainly is an experience. #substances(not really)
I'll attend fight night one day and actually fight, last time I went I just got wasted. #substances #fightnight
Just got a message a package arrived at my home, I have got to stop ordering things while drunk. #substances
Ah, so this is what lung cancer tastes like. #substances
How many cigarettes can I smoke simultaneously, let's find out. #substances
Feels weird to pace myself. #substances
Drinking as always. #substances
Need a smoke break. #substances
Shots. #substances
Oh I actually ran out. Guess I haven't been home that much as of late, looks like I am not drinking. #substances
Think I need a drink, not a lot just a sip. #substances
I love my partner very dearly, she deserves the world and has been nothing but good to me since we met. Quite literally when I first got on here she supplied me with drinks I got wasted and she made sure to help me sober up despite me literally being a random customer of her's. When I ranted about my Ex and everything terrible I did to her she still was willing to tolorate me and be my friend for the time being. She offered me more things than I could ever know what to do with its incredible how good she has been to me. I don't deserve her and she does not deserve any of the terrible things that have happ...Read more
Lighting up a smoke and watching the sun rise. #substances
Yeesh. Surprised I did that all while sober last night. #substances
I think it's terrible that I'm even considering taking a hit of that I need to get out of the house. #substances
Of course she left her fucking needles in my bathroom, why the hell wouldn't she. #substances
I think I went through two packs today. #substances
Need a smoke. #substances
Think Ive been leaning to hard on the alcohol... #substances
Should stop drinking, but need something to keep me focused. #substances
Drinking a little to ease the headache, back to looking. #substances
To drink or not to drink, the alcoholics dilemma. #substances
Breakfast shots. #substances
Late night Smoke break. #substances
Smoking. #substances
Well, guess I'm drinking tonight. #substances
I don't really know how to do pet names, Dear and Love are the best I have with the rare Babe mixed in. Wife/Wifey when I'm drunk also. Clearly something I need to work on. #substances
I'm what you call a classy alcoholic. #substances