the roses are fighting? not something i had on my bingo card.
Believe me, I get it. I'm saying the facts, but I cannot act as if I don't know the exact feeling. I wish I understood myself as well.
i don't know if understanding is even the problem, if i'm being honest. like, i feel like i understand myself plenty. it's just that the world doesn't feel like it was built for me. no world was. i've been to a lot since, well, everything.
honestly? you are helping. you're helping because you understand. all we can do is help each other, right?
That is true. It's all we have. I'm happy to have helped at all.
i don't want to put everything onto you, because i mean, you have your own stuff to deal with, but it sucks. it all sucks. even when it doesn't, there's a layer of everything sucking.
I'm happy to listen, you know. That is what friends are for.
i really do appreciate it. i think i actually ran out of sad sack things to say that wouldn't just be me being on a loop at this point, but i don't really know what to do about it all.
We can talk about it more in time. It's late, we aught to rest. I will see you soon.