(\ /) i've avoided talking about any of my 'quadrants' for quite some time. i never thought i'd get the chance to fill any of them out, and that's fine. i don't know where it is i stand with him, though. i can never be rid of the fact that the gentleman was never meant to be mine in the first place. and yet, here he is. he's still here. why? why do i like that? that he hasn't tried to leave or escape?
(\ /) no, you have a point. i think i do within some capacity, but there's something holding me back from fully accepting that.
(\ /) i mean... i guess you got it there. in a way. not the commitment part, i already feel a little devoted to him in a sense, just. i don't know. i don't feel like i deserve it. it feels like i'd be trying to make him agree to mutually assured destruction.