i talked to my friends about it they didnt believe a single word i said. they think im really stressed about the fight tomorrow. when i showed them the posts and the date, they just pointed out how easy it is to fake social media stuff, and that some websites even just fake account posts for engagement. they think i mightve registered as someone who had this account before and just had some of those posts by wild coincidence. or, they think maybe its some ai autofill nonsense im absolutely devastated. they show no sign or awareness of whats going on- and i cant make them register for the site either. when i asked for them to do it, each of them had their own reasons not to. the trolls in my session just made fun of me saying what a sucker i am to believe some random website over the obvious
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we've been totally cohesive up until this point, so i guess someone suddenly having doubts would make sense in their defensiveness. like, imagine playing basketball and right when youre tied and you need to score the last point you look at the coach and go, "honestly? i think we should just redo the whole team" youd be pretty against it, too!
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I hope you are ablle to find a sollution. I do not understand this game business beyond a conceptuall llevell but I understand your predicament to some degree. Strategically catallogue your attempts and decisions. Surelly enough attempts and effort for trying new ideas will break your Samsara.
thank you... sensei. youll always be my teacher. i will always learn anew from you.
I regret onlly that my advice is llike to be the lleast usefull. I will watch over you despite this, in hopes that you make it out in good heallth. Good lluck.