The t1mel1nes/mult1verse/game sess1on aren't what they used to be.
My memory a1n't the greatest but 1 don't recogn1ze nearly anyone onl1ne anymore.
You do understand that there are universes where others play the game and create their own fucky timelines, right. The multiverse is full of literally endless possibilities. Hell, there's probably one where a bunch of fucking actual birds, as in the animal, play the game bro.
1'm aware. Suppose 1 got real used to the local cluster w1th the same sorta personas 1n all the1r d1fferent forms.
I'm grateful for it sometimes. I'm so tired of seeing other versions of me. Didn't think they could be any more insufferable but I was so unbelievably wrong.
1t seems l1ke 1t's a co1n toss whether a person l1kes the1r alts or not. 1 hate not gett1ng to see any, and then you see an 1nter-Ampora conversat1on...
It makes me regret sharing the same DNA. I can't imagine why you would want to see alts of yourself. I mean, Amporas I understand, they're all self obsessed and self depricating at the same time.
1 mean, hat1ng yourself can only get you so far 1n l1fe. Be1ng able to acknowledge one's own faults or l1m1tat1ons wh1le recogn1z1ng your own potent1al and worth 1s a hell of an ab1l1ty. The mult1verse bullsh1t 1s the only way a lot of people get a chance at 1t.
If you require seeing other versions of yourself (that aren't even truly you) to find some semblance of self love, there are much deeper rooted problems than self hatred alone. Don't even entertain that. The consequences of it doing the opposite are much worse than whatever you are already dealing with.