#vent #vent #vent #vent #vent #vent #vent #vent endless recursive calcul8ions trying to find a different result and it still comes out the same 8ut the outcome is not accepta8le i have to find a different outcome surely im just missing something in the equation to m8ke it okay and have more time 8ut i keep doing the math and it keeps coming out the fucking s8me i cant accept the outcome so i have to keep running the num8ers until its okay 8ut its never going to fucking 8e okay i cant do anything a8out it 8ut i have to i cant just sit here and do fuck all i have to at least try 8ut what the fuck can i do 8ut i cant just do nothing surely theres a varia8le im missing i just need to fucking find it 8ut it doesnt fuck8ng ex8st i hate practical math i h8 it i h8 it i h8t it im not ready to let go of another one losing one was 8ad enough i cant let go of the other in the s8me year
