@gamblingNumbercruncher — #vent
#vent two weeks at 8est. he has two weeks at 8est if he still goes for food sporadically. if he doesn't, three to five days, today marks the first on that tally. im not f8cking ready to let go of another one. im not f8cking ready to lsoe another f8cking friend, i f9ckigng love that dog i dont want to say good8ye yhet
#vent my h8d feels like its going to f8cking expl8de
#vent #vent #vent #vent #vent #vent #vent #vent endless recursive calcul8ions trying to find a different result and it still comes out the same 8ut the outcome is not accepta8le i have to find a different outcome surely im just missing something in the equation to m8ke it okay and have more time 8ut i keep doing the math and it keeps coming out the fucking s8me i cant accept the outcome so i have to keep running the num8ers until its okay 8ut its never going to fucking 8e okay i cant do anything a8out it 8ut i have to i cant just sit here and do fuck all i have to at least try 8ut what the fuck can i do ...Read more