♦ pitied by @gentleDreamer
(̥ ̥এ́⍜এ̥̀)̥̥ I d◕n't kn◕w if I slept at all last light˚˚˚I tried but everythang was just black and empty˚ and I d◕n't feel rested˚ I think i was just laying thare
i've been sleeping under a canopy for the last few days. accidentally burned my leg trying to get comfortable. rule number one: stay out of the sun. i could only blame myself.|
I am just sitting here bored since Rori has that date.
Well. I mean, I can needle out some possibilities if I sit quietly with Zurv and or Marq. Possibilities and possibilities and possibilities ad infinitum.
Nuh uh. Scary.
... thanks one of two mature responses on this bullshit that I've gotten so far preciate it fuck, this sucks
｢megane is syo jealous of catbois and catgyirls. ｡･ﾟ･(ﾉ∀`)･ﾟ･｡ nyah... nobody scratches behind megane-san's ears anymoar!｣
i moreso meant make him stop posting on chittr.
Th★nk you for the words, though I must protest. In m★ny w★ys I ★m like the moon, I only shine bec★use of the light of those ★round me.
god i hate how helpless i feel sometimes.
Plagued me/// No, the uncommon cold has plagued me/ This is me/ It's like every step of every move I make is someone sick sycophant's prescient plan to make me seem like a laugh/ingstock/
sometimes i wish i didn't have to. between insomnia and nightmares/bubbles, i try to keep my sleep to the barest minimum.
Sleep seems a bit impractical. You know how boring it is when people are just sleeping for hours, doing nothing?
₍ᐢᐢ₎★ That's definitely hope too, it's a wonderful thing if used correctly #nottobeadowner #hopeisbeautiful #keepyourkindnesswithit #butitsanendurancetest #dontletitconsumeyou #anddontloseeverythingforit
I feel likke very often, people do not reaalise how scaary it is, haaving memory issues. YOu thinkk you lockked the door, but then someone comes tell you off for forgetting to lockk it aand you haave to wonder if you reaally forgot, or if there is some straanger in the hive with you now. AAnd haaving forgotten might be the better option, but it is not good either, it is still terrifying. HOw long until you staart forgetting everything? YOu do not remember aalreaady haaving maade teaa, so the full mugs kkeep piling up. YOu caannot recaall if you haave eaaten aanything tonight. YOu forgot whaat you were doing. PEople kkeep telling you to live in the moment, but I do not thinkk they reaalise how horrible it is, when the moment is aall you haave
The thing ★bout being ★ we★pon for most of your life is th★t when you stop being ★ we★pon you h★ve to go "shit now wh★t" ★nd 9/10 times the ★nswer is "tomorrow".
MY MIND. IS MINE. I AM ME. FOCuS ON. MY MEMORIES. MY TRuTH… I. AM. ME. For now.
YES. I AM A DISEASE. ONE WHICH DESTROYS EVERYTHING IT TOUCHES. I TAKE PRIDE IN THAT.
[⚙︎ Some of us can on|y work with what we got. ⚙︎]
you can just block that guie