@ghostlyTrickzter — #violence
wanting someone to kick you really really hard like right between the legs is a pretty normal desire. and i feel normal. #normal #nsfw #violence ?
lately my thoughts keep cycling between "jake please put me in a headlock," "jake please hold a gun to my head," and "jake please talk down to me like i'm the most disgusting person you've ever met." when i'm not preoccupied with that, though, the idea of him being really sweet to me isn't a bad one at all! wow i need to go to bed. #incest #violence #nsfwe #ithink?
sometimes i listen to him talk to dirk on the phone. sometimes when dirk is visiting i stare at them when they're being all gross and lovey. sometimes i listen to them when they do other things. it makes me feel sick. really jealous. like he is taking something from me that was never mine. sometimes i daydream about killing him. or taking jake somewhere far away and locking him up forever. either one works. i could treat him so much better than stupid dirk ever will. #incest #violence #nsfw