Sometimes i find myself jealous of his pitiful self loathing baloney. At least hes given the grace of hating himself. Ive got the misfortune of loving him like ive never loved anything before. Id give anything to hate him the way he does himself. Excuse my pathetic rambling ive had a lot on my mind all morning.
Jeezy creezy i would be careful what wishes you bandy about. Hate is a mite easier to carry around than love but it makes for a dreadful traveling companion. I believe the fellow still capable of loving despite all evidence to the contrary is showing considerably more moxie. So no apologies necessary. The old noggin was built for bumping gums about whats on one's mind after all.
Wise words. Unfortunately im not a very wise man haha. I dont even really wanna hate him id really just like to stop caring more than anything. He seems just fine and dandy off doing whatever it is hes been up to and its been driving me up a wall. :(