It to+o+k a very lo+ng time to+ ratio+nalize the stark difference between "breeding" as the general term fo+r the respo+nsibilities o+f tho+se o+f the Jade caste, then subsequently the heavy burden o+f the matrio+rb, and the human definitio+n which seems much mo+re pleasant to+ do+. #nsfw
O+h thank fuck. Discussio+ns abo+ut sex and pleasure. This is a lo+vely distractio+n. I agree that the co+nceptual difference is a difficult o+ne to+ parse, especially after gro+wing up in the caverns, but I mo+stly just find it fascinating that while the human co+ncept o+f it as a fetish is much mo+re pleasurable fo+r Tro+lls, the fact that Humans actually put themselves at risk while enjo+ying such an act is fascinating. It's THEIR kink, and yet, they can't even fully indulge in it witho+ut substantial risks o+n their part... I struggle to+ find so+mething similar within Tro+ll so+ciety o+f either Befo+rus o+r Alternia.
Oh The Human Definition Is A8solutely Much More Pleasant I Can Confirm –xoxo
The easiest thing to+ relate that kind o+f risk to+ wo+uld be, say, o+uting yo+urself as an o+liveblo+o+d-in-disguise in a public space with indigo+blo+o+ds walking abo+ut. The risk o+f so+mething life changing happening to+ yo+u because o+f it is very high, and yo+u may get lucky in the end and no+ne will see yo+u. But perhaps yo+u simply wanted to+ jo+in the masses, so+ yo+u accept and ho+pe that the risk do+es no+t pay o+ff at all. That's the clo+sest co+mpariso+n to+ the 'risk' I can think o+f. To+ the actual act? There's abso+lutely no+thing, which is why it's fascinating to+ me.
I suppo+se caste-play is a fo+rm o+f risk that can indeed be life changing, o+r life-ending. But I never really saw the appeal o+f it, to+ be ho+nest... I will say that since co+ming to+ Earth C, I have had a chance to+ try the 'breeding fetish' with so+me humans, and interestingly eno+ugh, it seems like mo+st o+f them wo+uld rather be filled with slurry, than try and finish inside a no+o+k. I think the difference in vo+lume has so+mething to+ do+ with it. I had o+ne client tell me that it made them feel like they were in "o+ne o+f their hentai mo+vies". Tho+ugh if yo+u do+ ever decide to+ try such an act fo+r yo+urself, I reco+mmend playing inside so+mething that has walls to+ catch anything that yo+ur partner might no+t be able to+ ho+ld within them. It makes cleanup much mo+re straightfo+rward.
All o+f that is duly no+ted, strange as it is to+ hear an alternate fo+rm o+f myself say any o+f it.
True... It's no+t o+ften that I run into+ an alternate versio+n o+f myself, and whenever I see o+thers interacting with a different versio+n o+f themselves, they seem either unduly antago+nistic o+r get alo+ng like Mo+irails. I mo+stly just appreciated so+meo+ne talking abo+ut a special interest o+f mine.
Well, that's typically because mo+st tro+lls we kno+w struggle to+ get alo+ng with o+ne ano+ther, let alo+ne an exact co+py o+f themselves. I fo+r o+ne have always go+tten alo+ng with my o+ther selves, o+f which this site has a few. But o+f co+urse. I appreciate yo+ur input, truly. It was a relief to+ hear I wasn't so+me fringe o+utlier amo+ng Po+rrims.
I have a feeling that if anyo+ne is the o+utlier, at least with regards to+ recent po+sts o+n here, it wo+uld be myself. Yo+u at least seem tech savvy eno+ugh no+t to+ po+st emo+tio+nally vulnerable writings fo+r the who+le wo+rld to+ see.
I sho+uld have to+ld yo+u tho+se chits were public. I admit, I selfishly kept that detail to+ myself - partly because it is the kind o+f lesso+n o+ne must learn fo+r themselves, but mo+stly because it was giving me an interesting glimpse into+ a life I co+uld have had, sho+uld I have taken different steps. All o+f that being said, co+ngratulatio+ns o+n yo+ur success with yo+ur Aranea.
Yes, well... Yo+u were hardly the o+nly o+ne. And I am admittedly a little bit upset by the silence that everyo+ne seems to+ have ado+pted, regarding the to+pic. But, as yo+u said, it did lead to+ so+mething being clarified between myself and her... So+ as mo+rtifying as it is, I think that given a bit o+f time, it will be fo+rgo+tten, and in the meantime, I get to+ say that I have a Matesprit! Tho+ugh I'm still no+t sure ho+w we'll make the distance between the waking wo+rld o+f Earth C, and the Dream Bubbles easier fo+r us... But I'm still trying to+ co+o+l o+ff and get my pusher under co+ntro+l, so+, that's a pro+blem to+ be discussed with her, later, I think.