
Porrim Maryam
@gregariousArtistry
I think my reading that message actually made me physically ill.
... O+n the o+ne hand, I'm upset that she had to+ interact with him at all, and I feel guilty fo+r calling fo+r her to+ help me get him away fro+m me. ... But o+n the o+ther hand, it did feel nice, to+ see her engage with him o+n my behalf... I felt pro+tected and safe... ... I think I'll put to+gether a special treat fo+r her, when I'm do+ne at the sho+p, to+day~ #no+t-so+-vague-po+sting #feelings
That pro+mise/threat applies to+ just abo+ut anyo+ne who+ bo+thers me, actually. Do+n't. And if yo+u insist o+n bo+thering me, prepare to+ meet my po+learm-kind weapo+n, The Thro+ngler™️ #nsfw-implied #vio+lence-implied #thro+ngler
Insecurity is such an unpleasant feeling. Do+ubly so+ when it's co+mpletely witho+ut any basis... I wish it were po+ssible to+ cho+o+se whether o+r no+t yo+u feel an emo+tio+n, o+nce yo+u reco+gnize that yo+u are feeling it, and ho+w unnecessary o+r unfo+unded it is. Like o+pting o+ut o+f a po+p up ad.
Hmmmmmmmm... Due to+ so+me unfo+reseen circumstances, I think I will actually NO+T be making the 'Smash o+r Pass' chart. 'Silly little funny meme' o+r no+, I'd rather no+t upset anyo+ne. Especially no+t with ho+w much it seems to+ be upsetting her.
@araneaSerket , darling? Why are yo+u mediating tho+se respo+nses?
Wo+uld anyo+ne like to+ be specifically included in my 'Smash o+r Pass' chart? I had co+nsidered making o+ne that includes general versio+ns o+f tho+se I kno+w, but if anyo+ne wo+uld like me to+ co+nsider them, specifically, separate fro+m their alternates, please just let me kno+w, and I'll add yo+u to+ the list as an individual. #nsfw-implied
... What did I do+ to+ deserve a hate o+n that po+st, I wo+nder?
I will give yo+u all a sneak peek abo+ut so+me o+f the results. "X Ampo+ra- No+. Pass. No+ further questio+ns o+r explanatio+ns."
It's a slo+w day at the sho+p... I think I will make a 'Smash o+r Pass' list, after all. It seems like an entertaining way to+ pass the time. #nsfw #suggestive
I do+ miss the co+lo+rs and the co+o+l air o+f the desert dunes o+n Befo+rus. Earth C has so+me interesting desert landscapes, and much mo+re succulent vegetatio+n than Befo+rus. But the co+lo+rs are mo+re unifo+rm, and the air is warmer... Tho+ugh I suppo+se dressing fo+r warm weather isn't the wo+rst thing, it do+es make it a little bit awkward to+ cuddle with my Matesprit when the sun is up.
...Is it still yearning, if the o+ne yo+u yearn fo+r is asleep beside yo+u?
... Can ho+nestly say, I never saw the idea o+f a Feferi and a Marquise Mindfang in my 'shipping o+ptio+ns' chart. But stranger things have happened.
... I think I will cho+o+se to+ igno+re the way that 'suppo+se' auto+co+rrected to+ 'spider' o+n my palmhusk, fo+r no+w.
okay, i know i have edited a post before. but can someone please remind me of HOW to edit posts/replies on here?
Maybe I sho+uld make a 'Smash o+r Pass' list, as well? It so+unds entertaining, if no+thing else. #suggestive #nsfw
So+... Unrelated to+ any so+rt o+f disco+urse o+r current activity o+n the public feed. But ho+w do+es the general public feel abo+ut things like willing hypno+sis, o+r vo+luntary mind co+ntro+l? Fo+r healthy things, such as addictio+n breaking, o+r po+sitive habit fo+rming, and similar uses, I mean.
New lo+w disco+vered in the multiversal scale o+f ho+w sad so+meo+ne's life is. O+ffering to+ jo+in as a servant o+f Lo+rd English, and the giant green jackass himself says "no+ thank yo+u, I'm go+o+d".
Porrim, sweetie, please... i have papers to write... don't start trying to deprogram the clown cultists... we don't have the time!
Go+o+d mo+rning to+ yo+u as well, dear <3 https://i.po+stimg.cc/Hx61vYTh/Screensho+t-2026-05-02-105832.png




















