Mm. My hypocritical tendencies are creeping through once again. As someone who keeps telling the people I care about who are injured to "just stay where you are, bear with it a little longer" I sure am going to lose my mind if I don't get to do something soon. Anything. I want so badly to fight something... But that is, obviosuly, not a very good plan.
Yes... A lot of my life is resisting the urge to follow bad ideas, hah. Thankfully, I am skilled at resisting that urge. But it doesn't make the urge go away... Sigh.
z1mµlαt10n? α1nt thε zαmε bµt y0µ cαn mεntαlly prαct1cε whαt f0rmαt10n αnd p0ztµrε y0µ zh0µld hαvε z0 y0µ'll hαvε α hεαdztαrt 0n 1t whεn y0µ'rε αblε t0 pr0pεrly lαtεr?
I have people lined up to spar with. And I do not want medical help. I am recovering fine. I am just at the annoying stage where everything is technically "healed", but it will absolutely reopen if I fuck around too much. Thus, I am avoiding fucking around... But I want to. God, I want to. Sigh.
Mm, only so much I can do with my imagination and memory, but I've been doing what I can. I've also been doing small exercises here and there... I'll work my way back up to bigger things. Thank you, though. I appreciate the desire to assist me.
nαh l1kε // α Z1mµlαt10n // z0 y0µ cαn m0vε α b0dy αr0µnd // αnd hαvε rεαl1zt1c 1npµt fr0m α c0mpµtεr αttεmpt1ng t0 αttαck y0µ // 1tz l1kε, α ztεp µp fr0m 1mαg1n1ng
Oh. I do not have the technology for such a thing.
1 mαkε zh1t l1kε thαt f0r zh1tz αnd g1gglεz, 1 c0µld h00k y0µ µp 1f y0µ wαntεd? y0µd hαvε t0 gεt zh1t αt α dr0p 0ff p01nt th0µgh, #n0fαcε gαng // bµt y0µ zεεm l1kε y0µ m1ght k1ndα gεt 1t, hεm0αn0n αnd αll
Certainly, I understand. I can see your profile picture and make my assumptions about the level of secrecy you require, hah. But, ah. Well. I think if I were to leave the hive for more than a bit of fresh air I would send poor Ormici spiralling, so. I shall not be doing that. I appreciate the offer, however. Very kind of you.
Hα yεαh, r0µgh bµt 1tz thε l1fε 1 ch0zε, w0µldnt chαngε 1t f0r thε w0rld // αll g00d th0µgh! y0µ chαngε y0µr m1nd jµzt lεmmε kn0w 07
I understand. I didn't much get a choice in mine. But I respect yours. Have a good one.