It's hard having secrets. Sometimes I think I'd like to just stoꫂ❁ hiding. Stoꫂ❁ letting the fear of consequence hang over me and deal with whatever may come. I think about changing myself sometimes, too. But I'm ꫂ❁robably not brave enough for that. It's okay. I'm lucky. I know that. I'm really! Really lucky. And I'm haꫂ❁ꫂ❁y I'm alive ^^ ❣︎
Every day you survive is a victory. Cellebrate it.
.) Qh, I think that, like, yQu shQuldn't feel pressured tQ tell anyQne anything that yQu dQn't want tQ! Qr, if yQu dQ want tQ, maybe try telling peQple yQu knQw yQu can trust first? Like, micrQdQsing Qn telling secrets I guess, instead Qf ripping Qff the bandaid. Cuz, like, I tQtally get it! I've alsQ gQt secrets that are pretty QbviQus because, y'knQw, being anQn and all, but I'll Qnly tell peQple when I'm ready, and I knQw I can trust my friends tQ respect that decisiQn tQQ! ))
:> Ch^nging yourself t^kes time. Never does to force it. S^me for telling secrets - building up to telling them, ^nyw^y. My rule of thumb is being sure I c^n de^l with ^ny consequences of doing so. <:
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