Eileen Errher
@mrsDarcy
... Librarian. She/t-they ;;
... Galigr is swamped-d-d at work......... Urgh..... I want-t-ted-d t-to see him-m.......... ;;
... Urk... There's t-too m-many peop-p-ple in the lib-b-brary t-today.. ;;
... Urk..... Um.......... Mr. Highb-blood sir, I d-d-don't-t...... know if the library.... is..... really... t-t-the p-place for you............... ;;
(•́⍜•̀)🎪 NAW. :o) I JUST THOUGHT I COULD MAKE YOUR DAY A LITTLE MORE FUN N HAHAPPY ON SOME JOLLY JUGGALO SHIT. :o)
... Oh............. ;-; I d-don't-t-t...... know that...... juggalos..... urk... always necessarily um-m....... m.............. makepeople'sd-daysm-morefunsorryd-d-dontkillme ;;
(•́⍜•̀)🎪 :o) MOST OF EM DON'T. :o) MOST SUBJUGS ARE PRETTY FUCKED IN THE PAN, ALL UP ON SOME STRAIGHT UP PROPAGANDA INDOCTRINATION TYPE SHIT. :o) I'M ABOUT THAHAT PLUR SHIT BABY, I'M ON MY STRAIGHT UP MUTHAHAFUCKING HERETIC ARC. :o) I DON'T WANNA HURT YOU NONE. :o)
... Oh.......... Really? Um-m... I would-dn't-t-t norm-mally b-believe t-that-t just b-because you said-d-d it, b-but-t others vouched-d for you, so m-mayb-b-be I'll b-b-believe it........ St-t-till um-m ;-; M-more t-trolls around would-d not-t be m-more fun for m-me..... I'm-m more comfort-t-tab-ble alone....... ;;
(•́⍜•̀)🎪 :o) OKIE DOKIE DEN. :o) IF YOU WANNA COME TO A MAD RAGER TOMORROW NIGHT SHOW UP FOR FIGHT NIGHT THAHAT SHIT'S GONNA BE LITTY AS ALWAYS. :o)
... Whdfhd-d-dfsh I'm-m not-t-t.......... t-the "rager" t-typ-p-pe................... ;;
... I t-t-think I should-d call him........ ;;
... Rgh................. It shouldn't-t b-be t-this hard t-to reach out t-to my own quad-d.......... I'll d-do it t-though U_U ;;
... I was st-t-tarting t-to feel b-b-bett-ter. And-d-d t-t-then I drop-p-pped-d-d m-my salad-d. I think I want-t t-to cry. ;;
Aw, oh no :( That's always such a terrible feeling. Some nights that would be more than enough to make me cry. I hoꫂ❁e you're able to get a new salad! ❣︎
That's not true!!! This haꫂ❁ꫂ❁ens to everybody sometimes <:( You deserve your salad! ❣︎
>> Bod¡e ¡ડ comp1ete1y r¡ght, get yourડe1f another ડa1ad, there'ડ no reaડon you don't deડerve to have one
... M-my quirk m-messed up my sad-d-d face I can't-t-t have anyt-thing ;;
... Ngh... I d-d-did-dn't-t-t end-d-d up-p calling him... Chickened out-t.... Like t-t-the coward-d-d I am...... ;;
>> you're do¡ng th¡ડ to yourડe1f ¡f you want peop1e to be n¡ce, don't aડk ડtuff 1¡ke that 1mfao Not that ¡'m gonna ડtop be¡ng n¡ce to you over ¡t but damn hahaha
>> becauડe you're go¡ng to queડt¡on why ¡t matterડ that they're n¡ce to you ¡f they're juડt a n¡ce perડon?? ¡'m not go¡ng to actua11y ડtart treat¡ng you bad1y
... ....... Rgh..... I just-t d-d-don't-t-t like p-peop-ple... I don't trust-t-t p-peop-ple.... I don't-t like not-t-t knowing what you're going to do or why.... ;;
>> ¡ can juડt te11 you what ¡'m go¡ng to do? ¡'m pretty ડtra¡ght forward honeડt1y ¡'m gonna keep rep1y¡ng/chatt¡ng w¡th you aડ 1ong aડ you engage ¡n the converડat¡on ¡f ¡ ડee your poડtડ around ¡'11 probab1y do my ♥️+♦️ react th¡ng, and comment ¡f ¡ can th¡nk of ડometh¡ng to ડay Eventua11y ¡f we ¡nteract enough ¡'11 be fond of you and have good th¡ngડ to ડay about you whenever you come up ¡n converડat¡on ¡ am rea11y pred¡ctab1e tbh
>> ¡ w¡11 g¡ve you t¡me to th¡nk about ¡t then, have a good 1¡ght :))
... I havent seen Galigr in a few days........ I should-dn't-t-t call him, I'd-d prob-bab-bly b-be bot-t-thering him... ngh... He's busier t-than I am......... Mayb-b-be I should-d-d just get-t b-better at-t-t going p-places alone.... Egven t-t-though it m-makes me want-t-t t-t-to t-t-throw up-p-p, ;;
˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ ; call hiimmm!!!! if he cares ab♡︎ut y♡︎u it w♡︎nt b♡︎tha him!!!!!! ;❀ .˚○ • °
... What-t if calling him also makes m-me want t-to t-t-throw up-p , ;;
... B-b-break t-tim-me... I can hid-de in t-the back and-d-d eat-t... ;;
... Hgkokay they d-did-d scold-d-d me but-t I get-t-t t-t-to keep my job-b which is good-d b-b-because I think I would have t-t-to d-d-die if I d-didn't-t, ;;
... Sweep-p-ps of d-dedication d-d-do m-mean somet-t-thing I guess, ;;
... OH NO... I d-don't know how I managed-d t-to sleep-p-p in like this. Oh no... Oh no oh no ohnoohno what if t-they rep-place me at-t-t t-the library, I can't im-magine b-being anywhere else, that's scary it's so scary I'm running over t-there HRGK,, ;;
... I d-don't know if all of t-the apologies in t-t-the world-d-d are going t-t-to b-be enough, ;;
<<"i'm sure you'll be fine! y-you seem like you'd be really indispensable there...">>
... I'm just-t going to have t-t-to see what-t t-t-they d-d-do wit-t-th m-me ;; I'm-m nearly t-t-there, ;;
... Walking home from work..... I b-b-borrowed-d-d anot-t-ther b-book... an old-d-d favorit-t-te.... ;;
✐ᝰ Whadya reading!!! ᝰᝰ
... I wish i could-d-d wear heels... B-b-but-t I'm really unst-tead-d-dy... And-d-d also t-t-they clack really loud-d... I really hate that-t-t kind of at-t-ttent-t-tion....... ;;
|--[ heels Are A tAd imprActicAl fOr wOrk. But Off-duty And with sOmeOne tO suppOrt yOu? i suppOse yOu'd lOOk quite nice. clAssy, even. ]-->
... I only peeked-d at-t-t m-my p-palmhusk for a m-minut-te......... ;;
... I like... The clack of t-t-the library huskt-top-p's keyb-b-board... ;;
It is ✴ s✴tisfying s✧und, isn't it? ၊၊||၊ ၊၊||၊
... What-t-tdoyoud-dowhenhighb-b-blood-d-dsfollowyoub-b-but-tyou'relowkeyscaredoft-t-them-mb-b-becauseIjustpanicfollowedand-d-dnowI'm-mafraidtounfollow ;;
>> ¡dk about Meenah, but Ev¡det (one of the oneડ who fo11owed you) ¡ડ a huge ડweetheart, don't worry about h¡m
>> ¡ prom¡ડe !! He'ડ a great guy Moડt h¡ghb1oodડ on here are decent peop1e, ¡t'11 be okay.
NIG)(TMAR-E NIG)(TMAR-E NIG)(TMAR-E nah im just fuckin wit u im chill i followed coz you seam like you gonna be funny
... Wdsfhb-b-bsdf t-t-that-t-t is fine it-ts t-tot-t-tally fine of course hi thank you ;;
... I'm t-t-trying again. Hi. I'm-m um... Eileen. I work at-t a pub-b-blic lib-brary. P-pleasedon'tb-b-bemeant-tome... ;;
✐ᝰ Hello Eileen! ᝰᝰ
<<"i'll be nice! i, um, i think i might have seen you last time i went to borrow some books!">>
... It-t-t's p-p-possible......... I try not-t-t t-t-to... engage wit-th anyone at-t my job-b-b, t-though..... ;;
(( behold the wet thing on this account https://64.media.tumblr.com/fc42be931ec2c4f0d74307abae2feb21/48f4bc589f61739b-f7/s1280x1920/5cccbb6825a50797f761c16e6c58bcf469261546.png
... I should just-t give up while I'm-m ahead-d-d U_U ;;
>> No one th¡nkડ you 1ook 1¡ke an ¡d¡ot, ¡ prom¡ડe. And nobody'ડ f¡rડt poડt ¡ડ a good one uડua11y 1o1