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i i think i might do it

one large leap

back think that this will be good better than last time

i think i might

i'm getting off, they'd probably be pissed if they found out i'm online

this offer is everything i wanted though

if i leave this what will i have left i don't want to build things from scratch a fucking fourth time

ugh

why is it so hard to leave her behind

gonna bash my face into a wall #cw-selfharm

should have just pulled the trigger all that time ago. #cw-suicide

i need a break from thinking probably living too

getting more and more convincing which makes me feel terrible

why does everyone i love never love me back