⦓ I know it makes it sound like I want to be Looking at people but. I swear, multiple times now I could have been helpful, if it weren't for the fact that my powers make people feel watched! I could have helped... Ugh. One more thing to work on. One more thing to change. Maybe one day I will be a person who can help people. ⦔
meh most people are paranoid already arent they
⦓ That's the problem, so many people who need saving are at the point of paranoia where looking at them with my ability would lead them to a mental breakdown. It's bad. I'm sorry, I'm not trying to reject your attempts to soothe me... ⦔
nah its cool i just dont understand without being told and youre telling dw but again just looking sideways at most of these people would make them throw a fit
⦓ ... I just... I want to be able to help people more than I am. I feel pathetic that I can't, and I... I don't know. I should probably learn to turn off my pan but it feels so wrong when so many people would reach out to me if I needed it, you know? And people do! You have, multiple times. ⦔
self care first man you already work on being helpful and useful every day from what i see
⦓ I'm not doing good enough. I mostly just fuck around all day! I follow my moods and I hang out with my friends and then I break down and the cycle repeats over and over and I never make any progress I just talk about making progress! I wish I knew how to start. I wish I knew how to do the things I want to do! ⦔
damn there needs to be a space player support group or something
⦓ Honestly there needs to be a Sburb player support group in general. We are all so fucked in the pan. ⦔
yeah...
⦓ Yeah.... ⦔