you know / there's something genuinely unnerving about stumbling onto an account / and not knowing if it's ran by someone / who's done terrible things / simply because you don't know if that person / even knows about chittr / or maybe theyve already gotten banned / either way / hair stood on my end / seeing someone's profile picture again / i highly doubt its them / if it was / a friend of ours probably would have gotten them banned by now anyway / so i think its fine / and just a profile picture / that can exist in the wild / and i shouldnt freak out over it / so why am i still freaking the fuck out over it / why cant i sotp fuckin g typing / christ
are you ok
i dont / really know / i think / i just need to finish erasing a few people from my memory / or better yet / the system's memory / so they cant hurt us anymore / i hate seeing traces of them everywhere
im sorry. i hope it gets better for you.
im not even the one that should really be worried about / i got off easy compared to what he did to our friends