i try t@ keep my j@y@us fr@nt up and think @ptimistic th@ughts ab@ut the future, but ive just had s@ much time t@ think recently while rec@verin', and its gettin' increasingly t@ugh t@ ign@re s@me @f these feelins'. @_@ in the abs@lute f@refr@nt @f my thinkpan is the w@rry that i d@n't kn@w h@w t@ exist in pers@n ar@und @thers anym@re. i've been is@lated f@r s@ l@ng @ut here in the v@id, with my @nly p@ints @f c@ntact t@ @ther l@ving s@uls bein' my m@irail and right here @n chittr, its nerve wreckin' t@ think ab@ut h@w i'll react t@ being in the same r@@m as s@me@ne again. @n@
I think you'll be alright. It takes time to get used to these things. You may need a while, but there's no harm in that. Anyone who cares will help you become accustomed to it slowly.
thank y@u f@r y@ur kind w@rds @f enc@uragement, haZe. y@u're a real friend. ^u^
You deserve encouragement, its as simple as that.