I have my cl⚣thes s⚣aking in hydr⚣gen per⚣xide, and I'm ab⚣ut t⚣ h⚣p int⚣ the sh⚣wer. I feel weird ab⚣ut the wh⚣le event. I feel like I sh⚣uld be in a w⚣rse state c⚣nsidering everything. It was miserable, and I likely w⚣uld have died if n⚣t f⚣r my endurance and my weap⚣n/training. Maybe it's because I was expecting it? Maybe it was because the tr⚣lls I killed were d⚣ing what they were d⚣ing. I d⚣n't even remember h⚣w many I killed, I st⚣pped c⚣unting after the sec⚣nd ⚣ne. I'm rambling, thanks f⚣r the tips ⚣n cleaning bl⚣⚣d and the supp⚣rt.
It will probably hit after the adrenaline fully fades. Make sure you are somewhere safe and comfortable if/when the mood crash happens. Perhaps sleep. The first time is always the worst, and it sounds like that was a very bad first time.
yeah, it mi6ht hit onCe you're fully stopped. you'll be okay. reaCh out to folks if it feels overwhelmin'.