think i'm still gettin' over the idea that i'm out of that game now. i feel all... weird. like yeah. i know i'm justified in leavin'. i'm shoCked i aCtually Could. glad not to 6e sufferin' through it still. just... i dunno. a small part of me almost regrets it. regret leavin' some of them 6ehind, didn't have a ChoiCe there. and i guess just for a little while it felt like i was more than just the funny ol' Cow6oy mailman. it's a little hard to readjust after even that little taste of things. hard not to wonder how things might've gone if i was with a 6unCh more... Cooperative folks. and y'know, if i wasn't 6ein' forCed into it. that was a pretty 6ig issue too, pff. honestly good for them i didn't stay, 'Cus i'd have either killed most of 'em or died tryin' to do that. yeah. i think... i think just 6ein' a Courier is fine 6y me.
