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@sakuranBaby

⁺‧₊˚ ཐི⋆♱⋆ཋྀ ˚₊‧⁺ i know that i am haunted to be wanted

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i want to be punished, i think.

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must i do everything myself.

it's fine. i can't always have what i want. i should know that already, but somehow it still aches. i want to do something bad. but i have to get better. i'm useless like this.

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disconnect. everything is just words on a screen anyway, and will be for... who knows. my words can affect real people. theirs should do nothing when i'm behind glass, and always have been.

he told me to be good and i hate itttt. how annoying, because i -need- to be good. but i wanna be bad, just because he said it...!!!

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there are many ways to love women... and this user is doing just that!
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This user slogged through Moderator Dirk's boring badge rant.
@tenaciousCorvid[TC]

\ y0u can be g00d but b1tch & m0an the wh0le t1me /

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i think that's probably exactly why he said it. and that's annoying too...!!!

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どうって事ないさ 大丈夫きっと #lyricposting

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it'll be okay, surely i'm sure it'll be alright.

赤い血の意味は 生きている証と 罪と罰のせいさ #lyricposting

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you want proof of living penance for sinning you shed blood, that's its meaning

... is it bad form to have black feelings for your moirail's red...?

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if they even are. i'm still not sold.

あなたの隣に 居させて下さい あなたが在るなら 私も在りたい #lyricposting

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please let me be by your side if you live, i want to live too.

no no no 何なのこの気持ち ケダモノみたい #lyricposting

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no no no what is this feeling i feel like a wild animal

... what's it like to feel pitch for someone.

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i think i'm mad.

@sakuranBaby[SB]

pretty sure i am a bug in an enclosure to him though. i think that's probably good because he is insufferable.

no way no way no way no way no way no way no way for the record i still think i am likely crazy but he really likes me??? really? ok. maybe things can get better. maybe.

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i'm gonna get better i'm gonna get better i'm gonna get better i'm gonna get better.

glad my last chit was so ███████ relatable. what if it said i should be able to ████ them instead. #suggestive #violence

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... oh ████ sake this one is going to do numbers.

IJ
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@imJunior[IJ]

\ ? >< ? / #tagneeded?

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@imJunior[IJ]

i am so sorry you had to see that, junior. corrected.

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for the record, it is #violence. 😒

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ugh have a crush on me.

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i know you don't, but i can imagine anyway.

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i shouldn't have come here, but i know my hive would be unlivable. i don't even feel scared here now. i just don't feel anything. is it better that way?

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it's mine now. i own this.

勝手にしやがれ

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i don't need kisses or flowers. i don't need love or romance.

i don't know now. anger's gone. i think even two wipes ago i would be happy about that, i was angry all the time, but now instead of just sinking into nothing i just have to sit here and fucking think about it. can't even bite my nails. i wanna get high so bad. i think i'd do anything. is that a choice? #substance

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actually there's only so much comfort i can take. if one more person tells me i'll be okay i'm gonna start screaming. i'll figure something out.

i can say whatever i want. it's way too easy. and everyone fawns over me and tells me i'm doing so well, and i'm so brave and strong. and it all feels so empty, because i'm not. getting. better. i'm getting worse. and i can't have what i need. and i'm getting so angry.

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@whiteRabbit[WR]

₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ♡ ༘⋆ what do you want? ⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊🐇୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

@whiteRabbit[WR]

everything.

ちぎれた体に救いはない https://open.spotify.com/track/7tlyesunar7uz0wdoqbmno

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there is no salvation for a broken body.