..."be yourself"..what a terrifying thing to be....

Exactly besides, I find it far more comfortable to hide behind layers of irony, cynicism and a sprinkle of apathy.

Ugh gell me about it, even if by some gracious miracle I can find the emotion I wish to find, expressing it in a genuine way is so damn difficult.
...indeed..most my interactions have been unpleasant when i am not using the methods i studied in books....

Yeah, I feel that swear every interaction feels like stepping on landmines, one wrong step and boom there you go.
...yes, yes...you reveal too much and suddenly they view you with fear and disgust....

Yeah that pretty much sums it up or worse, they pity you.

Yeah worse of all, when some jackass comes along and goes "Oh but I can fix you if you let me" or "I can help!" yeah as if.
...mmm. there is little to be done with my life, though i know others still have a chance. i offer what shreds remain of mine to them....
