Been a bit lonely recently. Wondering if I should try organizing some kind of get-together. I think I'm not very good at the whole online friendshiꫂ❁ thing, haha. I don't check in with ꫂ❁eoꫂ❁le enough. ꫂ❁sych myself out when I want to say things that feel too revealing. I wouldn't say I have walls uꫂ❁ exactly...I just! Don't know how to build bridges, I guess? I want my connections to feel meaningful, you know? Like I know ꫂ❁eoꫂ❁le and they know me. Right now it feels like...I haven't given most ꫂ❁eoꫂ❁le reason to think of me when I'm not around. And I of course!!! Have some wonderful friends I love very dearly!!!!! But even still. I feel a bit adrift. But I should also say! I do feel very haꫂ❁ꫂ❁y with my life in general, and I know the tone of this might seem sad but! Really I am just musing more than anything. Thinking about where I need to ꫂ❁ut in effort to live my life to the fullest! It feels good to do that. This is all more uꫂ❁lifting to me than anything, I ꫂ❁romise ❣︎
i +hink +ha+ wovld be a good idea!
I get it. Online frriendships arre tough, but it seems t' be wherre we arre these days. Still. Easierr t' check in with folks if ya can actually see them.
It is! And easier to oꫂ❁en uꫂ❁ too. I can't filter myself as easily. ❣︎
Trrue...spose that's a bit dangerrous in a way though, ey?
Maybe a bit! But I'm careful about who I choose to be around. I know they're ꫂ❁eoꫂ❁le I can trust. ❣︎
Leilei misses you when you’re not around, she’s just too shy to say so and worries about bugging you too much tbh. And I like seeing you around whenever you pop up 👍
Aw, thank you Arty ^^ That's very sweet of you to say. Eileit could never bug me!!! I know she's taking a sabbatical at the moment. Would you let her know I miss her too? ❣︎
Got it, will let her know so she can turn red about it 👍