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@shallowVistage — #vent

i mourn the person i currently am knowing the next day i must act as if i did not do what i did and i did not miss it. in a couple hours i will not be myself but i will be what is accepted for i to be and i cannot possibly give it up as giving it up deprives me of all i comfort in. 2 hours and im back to the same cycle #vent?

Kult: +7
Kull: +5
Total: 12
Ratio: 1.40