﹌ Sometimes I miss my lusus ϡearly, but then I remember she is at seafloor waiting to consume all living matter upon her awakening anϡ I... no longer feel as if I miss her. Is that wrong of me? Am I a horrible troll? ﹌
Your lusus is literally a final 8oss, I think you're fine
There's no use moralizing your emotions. You are neither righteous or evil for how you feel, What matters is how you act upon those feelings. Your lusus is not evil for eating either, no more than you or I am for doing the same on a smaller scale. Ego sum ira Domini.
﹌ I see... I suppose that is true. I love her ϡearly, but alas. If she were to awake from her slumber I fear this very plain of existence woulϡ cease anϡ... well I quite like everyone's company! ﹌
> gr1ef 1s a c0mpl1cated th1ng. l0ve w1th n0where t0 g0. f0r s0me the ache 0f m1ss1ng 0ne never leaves, and f0r 0thers 1t gets eas1er as t1me g0es 0n. y0u're n0t a h0rr1ble tr0ll f0r exper1enc1ng em0t10ns regard1ng m0rtal1ty
﹌ Yes. Not evil... I simply help her rest with her favorite lullaby every few sweeps. }(⦿u⦿){ I ϡo enjoy this planet anϡ all who resiϡe on it. ﹌
﹌ Yes, grief woulϡ be a gooϡ way to ϡescribe how I feel about it. I see her, but I will never truly get to know her. I only know her hunger persists anϡ when she wakes, that's all that will be left of her to meet. }(⦿n⦿){ ﹌
That is a kind gesture. Perhaps what ails you could be as simple as visiting more often. Even if she isn't conscious to reciprocate. Ego sum ira Domini.
﹌ It's such a journey ϡown to the trenches... but for her, it woulϡ certainly be worth it. ﹌
Apologies if I was speaking out of line. However it seems you have found your path forward. May it be clear of obstruction. Ego sum ira Domini.