*tzzk* It used to be. That I had friends. At most spaceports. Who I could turn to. And if I was thinking about things like this. A long way from such a place. I could just. Deal with it. Not so much. Now. I will have to. Find a way to dismiss. The thoughts. *sskh* *ttzk* I know I should just. Use my hand and stop posting. But really it is more. The emotional part that I am posting about. You understand? #suggestive #nsfw #yearning *sskh*