♦ pitied by @steadfastEnigma
belxoathed cxonsxole diary, txonight i tried txo be in a gxoxod mxoxod. i allxowed myself that saccharine privilege xof believing that i cxould escape my cxonstant txorment fxor even a fractixon xof a tick. alas, my plans were thwarted. my use xof a classic "gxotcha" (whxo? asked. hilarity ensues). was undermined by the victim being txoxo fucking stupid. this was my fault. whxo am i txo believe that the denizens xof this site are any wiser than the chucklefucks i lug arxound xon this pathetic excuse xof a ship? my night has been ruined. the xonly thing txo dxo nxow it cull myself befxore the ever lingering dread sets in. xoxo
dear cxonsxole diary, i thxought things were bad befxore. what i didn't understand, xor appreciate, was the fact that dread was at least sxomething txo feel. i have realised the ERRXOR xof my ways. bxoredxom is the true beast that haunts me. recently, i have been seeing it everywhere i gander. "Knight", it declares itself. "Enigma", it pretends txo be. dxo nxot listen txo it's dull sxong, cxonsxole diary. whatever prxomises yxou believed this target held, they are false. all that it brings is the wxorlds biggest fucking yawnfest this side xof the galaxy. if i shxort xout my systems, perhaps i can finally embrace that sweet final rest. xoxo