its s∞ fucking stupid having trauma ∞r whatever like ∞∞∞∞h i killed my capt∞r better see his head smashing against the c∞ncrete every time i cl∞se my eyes x∞x∞ better n∞t ever be happy again !! why n∞t freak ∞ut it makes perfect sense!!! #vi∞lence
thanks i really h∞pe s∞ because im ab∞ut t∞ start crashing ∞ut
⦓ It can help to find someone to sleep near, or to take medication. Do you sleep in a recuperacoon? ⦔
I mean at least you got to personally get the kill. I was denied the catharsis by circumstance. #violence
n∞ it helps i guess it is kinda reassuring t∞ hear that it sucks bc i feel like im supp∞sed t∞ be happy ab∞ut this g∞nna try. thank y∞u
im with s∞me∞ne safe n∞w. even have a cupe!! i guess maybe i sh∞uld g∞ use it if im feeling like this but all i d∞ is sleep lately... n∞t g∞ing t∞ a h∞spital.
⦓ Perhaps using it may help, the whole point of the slime is to lessen nightmares, after all! And I am happy to hear that you are somewhere safe. ⦔
i d∞nt think it was g∞∞d f∞r me. maybe thatll change but right n∞w its n∞t l∞∞king s∞ g∞∞d
Takes time t' get past it. Even if it was a good thin' overrall.
its a tough thing to come to terms with suddenly being safe at the end of such violence youre not broken because you realize how messy it all had to be before you found your freedom
Good luck with your healing process, in any case.