@decayedMetamorphosis I know you cannot hear this, or see this, yet. but, I believe it is necessary for you to hear this when you return. I am no friend or enemy of yours, I merely do what is demanded by fate, demanded on what you must become. So, Pupa. I give you this advice, before the final part. The road to healing is going to be a long one. Stay the course, you will make it, someday. Listen, its okay to take a few minutes to yourself, sit down and have a breather. relax, it'll be okay. You must continue to focus on the positives here. Subdue the regret, dust yourself off, proceed. you'll get it in the next moment, where you don't make mistakes. Accept it, the body is an object, and objects break down. do what good you can with yours, before the rest goes too, while your alive. This is all you have, but its still something. you're still alive, think of it as a salvation. deep down you have the mental power to keep listening, not many would. but you do. that's right, steel yourself. push on, just ignore them. if its possible, than by pure willpower alone, you are going to have to become whole. See? there are plenty of ways to find meaning in life, you don't need to go chasing what was to feel alive. you're not a disaster, weave this.. into the story of /you/, walk out of its.. ruins, save those who still can be saved. I know there's not much to say, but if nothing else, just remember, you've made it this far, and its just a bit farther out. Finish what must be done, no matter how long it takes. #coth