aradias megazed0 int0 the chittring masses - part 0ne 0f 0ne @teleVisi0nary as part 0f an agreement with mister grimzl i have agreed t0 pr0vide my 0wn psych0p0mpic gaze int0 the deepest recesses 0f his thinkpan and attempt t0 c0nstruct a ficti0nalised character 0f him based 0n 0nly the scantest hints 0f his true self hidden behind his c0nstructed pers0na. this is n0t a service i intend t0 0ffer 0n the regular and i am s0rry t0 disapp0int but its really quite exhausting and i envy his w0rk ethic t0 be able t0 d0 this s0 regularly - mister grimzl is the first pers0n 0n this site t0 appreciate the psyche in the same way i d0 and we agree 0n far m0re than we disagree but it is clear t0 me that the r00t 0f 0ur fascinati0ns c0uld n0t be m0re different despite his uncharacteristically pers0nable f0r a cl0wn pers0na and generally appr0achable demean0ur gander is as 0ne w0uld expect f0r a dev0ut juggal0 fixated 0n 0ne thing and that thing is p0wer in specific: p0wer thr0ugh understanding as y0u read thr0ugh his page and l00k beneath the insights t0 see the reflecti0n 0f the eyes making them it bec0mes clear that gander seeks t0 understand the w0rld s0 that he might c0ntr0l it better and even if he d0es n0t c0nsci0usly realise it he is c0nstantly trying t0 build his 0wn p0werbase thr0ugh p0siti0ning himself as a figure 0f understanding this is n0t t0 say that his insights are with0ut merit 0r that his m0tives are n0t well-meaning h0wever! he appr0aches reality with a gentle and caring hand and 0ffers 0thers guidance with such earnest kindness that i w0uld be hard pressed t0 say he seeks c0ntr0l t0 subjugate - in fact i w0uld say it is quite the 0pp0site gander is a f0nt 0f wisd0m n0t because he has experienced all that the w0rld has t0 0ffer but in fact because he has experienced n0ne 0f it. his name spells this 0ut plainly: he ganders. he watches fr0m the sidelines. he seeks t0 understand the w0rld because 0nce he kn0ws where everything elses place is he will be able t0 find the last empty sl0t remaining and finally kn0w where he bel0ngs. - this is just my 0pini0n 0f c0urse i c0uld be entirely 0ff i am n0t the expert here but i had fun writing this all 0ut :)
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Oh my googleness. OH. MY. GOOGLENESS. Give me ⒈ second, I am currently FUREAKING OUT. You... Gandered... ME?! B<:oO OK, missy, you just unlocked the cage to the WILD STRIPEBEAST IN ITS FIENDCAGE. And now you're gonna get a LONG-WINDED CANALFUL. → HERE. → NOW. (Sorry in advance, I am TYPING QUITE AN ACID STORM.)
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I am going to be completely, widestancedly open to you, Aradia Megido. You've gotten me → on the nail here. Absolutely pegged to a hempenline. You've got both hands on my neck here, [HONK]ing strangling me crazy. I... uh, OK. Gonna stop the imaginative rambling before it slips from my control. LOL. You definitely show an appreciation for the art of PEOPLE. Particularly people peeping, pondering, anything in that crazy grubball field. For that, I'll keep my bulbs on you, miss Megido, and BIDE MY TIME until you're on my dinner plate. (P.S. Your choice in music? Impartial truth bombs? TIPPYTOP TIER.) I've tried taking the platformal sideline approach, yes, to understand the folks around me. To gain an impression of what to do, how to be someone (⒈). People have told me on several occasions that I make for the worst clown, a pitiful Subjugglator. I mean, I don't really FIGHT, hardly even with my clurchmates. (No, not after Vester.) So what kind of purpleblood am I? A [HONK]ty one, that's the answer. When you're kicked from your biological saveslot to be ← playing a chronic game of LIMBO, you find yourself rerouting. Trying to understand who you are, why you're here, what you will do now? My lack of direction/understanding isn't an empty plot of land, it's a burnt one. And now I want to salvage what I can. But maybe, you know, it ISN'T all about control. At least, I don't like to put it that way. Control makes me think of what I'm not. Look into my bulbs and see that I don't know what I'm doing as well as the next troll having his rite of life crisis. You get desperate, so much so as to cower before your fellow brothers and sisters. Even as you're standing on the same pedestal. If there's a people power, then I guess I want that above all else, I think. You're →. I also think I just want to help. (Shocker.) You sound like you want to, too. I really appreciate the hustle. Thank you for looking into me. I'll admit, I don't even look at MYSELF, LOL! I wish you the best of luck with everything, and more alternate versions of yourself and your friends to s↑port. B:oD
P.S. This is the song you remind me of: https://youtu.be/⒊dZczoNnFWI It makes me think of the yawning expanse of space.
0h this is a really g00d 0ne thank y0u s0 much i eagerly but patiently await y0ur 0wn scrying 0f my s0ul when i reach y0ur pr0verbial plate