I never deserved the trampoline.
Everything is awful.
i think maybe you just need to #bounceonit again to feel better! i know it is hard going through bounce withdrawals. i have it ready for you whenever you are ok to receive it.
Many bad things have happened to me since I left the trampoline and now I think I cannot truly bounce and feel that same joy. What if it no longer makes me happy. I'd like to pretend I could still be happy one day, instead of trying to bounce and confirming it will never truly find me again.
rose listen to me. you deserve that bounce. you were so happy to bounce on it and you deserve the chance to feel that way again. i know it is scary to fear that it might not feel the same as it used to but you have to be brave. i will stay with you and help you bounce on it, you can even #sitonit first if you need to warm up!
John... I don't know what I did to deserve you being so nice to me.
you didn't have to do anything. just you being yourself is enough rose.
John I am not sober enough not to cry at this.
oh no rose please it's ok! i know you are trying so hard. i am proud of you and you can cry and let it out if you need to. the trampoline isn't going anywhere.
You are the realest motherfucker out there.
real recognizes real, rose.