Happens to the best of us, Peixes. The best thing to do after getting turned down is to lie on your bed and spend a solid 2 hours staring at the ceiling wondering what went wrong. Anecdotally, it works great.
Yeah. Felt. For what it's worth, I doubt anything's permanently fucked. Shit sucks, but it won't be the end of the world. Just gotta weather the shame storm.
It doesn't make me feel any less awful t)(an it already does is it s)(ellfis)( of me to keep obeessing over t)(em 38(
Yeah, it's selfish. But I don't think it's inherently wrong. People are allowed to be selfish, Peixes. Don't gotta berate yourself for it.
I feel like suc)( a Cod damn loser I'll figure it out glub it's just It makes me sad 38(
It blows, yeah. Hope you'll bounce back soon.