@timelessGodhead — #abuse
how pathetic do you have to be to obsess over victimizing the same guy over and over and over again? get a hobby or something.
yeah is it funny? is it super fucking hilarious to you?? i hate you. i hate you so much. i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you. why the fuck did i think it would be different when its literally never going to be different?? im not talking to anyone but him and dirk from now on. not like im going to have a choice.
having him in my life again makes me feel like im back in that apartment and i might as well be. he still controls me all the same but i dont hate it nearly as much. i kinda like the sick feeling in my stomach when he talks about me weird. and he likes that im a stupid crybaby whenever he turns away from me. i guess ill never get over him. ill always love my big brother.