X Being a highblood means every now and again you’re struck with the realization that a rusty that hatches today could live their whole natural life span to it’s longest possible potential and they’d be dust and bone before you even fully develop your first forehead wrinkle. #death #timeisscary x
i know +his all +oo well since i'm basically exclvsively living alongside hvmans vgh. fvck
X That’s rough man, they live to like what? 30-35 sweeps MAX? x
maybe a bi+ longer +han +ha+, bv+ yeah. i+'s pre++y difficvl+.
X They really are a blink huh? Like fuck even rust bloods live to 60 x
i+'s difficvl+, becavse i've had hvmans in my life +ha+ i ac+vally kind of loved, and. well. i be+ yov can gvess where i'm going wi+h +his.
that's... well that made me feel sad.
X It’s not all wealth, power, and bitches out here. Sometimes it’s “shit I could live for 75K sweeps and outlive everyone I know-“ x
kinda blows no matter how ya swin' it, huh? i ain't a bi6 fan of the idea that my entire existenCe Could be a footnote in someone's like, formative years. kinda hate t'think of what it'd be like to live that lon6 and just... essentially blink and see all them shorter-lived folks vanish.
X It’s not a matter of a “could” be. You will be a footnote in someone’s formative years, I am 1207 and lemme tell you I WISH I could remember everyone from when I was 700 or younger. x