Valeri Lavend
@bleakBleater
Ɏ plea-a-ase be nicies 2 me Ɏ Ɏ he/they | qua-a-adrant-curious | highblood helper | plush collector | norma-a-al | herba-a-alist Ɏ Ɏ if lost plea-a-ase return to @lethargicMechanist ♦Ɏ
Ɏ i should proba-a-ably ma-a-ake one of these i guess so longpost i recommend de-quirking: i'm va-a-aleri la-a-avend (pls don't doxx me), he/they, 10 & some sweeps old. norma-a-al rustblood definitely without muta-a-ations (ok YES sometimes i ca-a-an move stuff with my thinkpa-a-an but it's difficult & stressful & i suck so it doesnt ma-a-atter), i mostly just do wha-a-atever the highbloods in my zone tell me to (think they refer to it a-a-as being one's a-a-assista-a-ant / ma-a-aid or w/e) but in my own time i ma-a-ake like herba-a-al remedies & poultices & such (i get hurt a-a-a lot) & keep a-a-a modest herd of blea-a-atbea-a-asts (one of the rea-a-asons i get hurt) though mostly they keep themselves i collect plushies (if you possess the limited edition lusus-colour sca-a-alema-a-ate pls dm me) & da-a-abble in critter-keeping ga-a-ames & some of the less extreme RP systems (I ma-a-ain support roles (i'm not a-a-a sissy i just prefer not being in the frontlines)) i suffer from terrible nightma-a-ares so i'm tired forever so i'm sorry if i come off weird or not-right i promise i'm norma-a-al. my biggest fea-a-ar is proba-a-ably ca-a-ata-a-aclysmic world-ending events involving meteors, or possibly spiders. or being culled but tha-a-at's norma-a-al to fea-a-ar i think qua-a-adra-a-ant-wise i'm pretty open right now & in genera-a-al (not good with commitments sorry), like both ma-a-asc & fem presenting trolls especia-a-ally if they're bigger, older, confident, pushy (don't judge me, opposites a-a-attra-a-act) mostly i just desire to chill so plea-a-ase be nice to me #intro #photo #suggestive https://file.ga-a-arden/a-a-ad5G09foF0kA-A-AW8K_/va-a-alselfie.png Ɏ
Ɏ don't be sa-a-ad a-a-about the rofls you've forgotten Ɏ be ha-a-appy a-a-about the ra-a-awrs you XD'd #va-a-aleriwisdoms Ɏ
(⁀ᗢ⁀) WAIIIITTTT so true. ♫
Ɏ some trolls got kidna-a-apped tonight. concerning. Ɏ Ɏ my mind is spinning a-a-and swirling. a-a-anyone could be next #worryposting Ɏ
Ɏ i try to ma-a-ake myself look a-a-as pitiful a-a-and nonthrea-a-atening a-a-as possible to not trigger murderous urges so i hope i dont ha-a-ave horrific enemies Ɏ
Ɏ it ma-a-akes me feel a-a-a deep unea-a-ase Ɏ
Ɏ but wha-a-at if tha-a-at's wha-a-at they wa-a-ant me to think Ɏ
They want y☽o☾u t☽o☾ think it because it is true. ⋆˚࿔
[TEXT|SPEECH]:IIt's workiing! You're fiine.
Ɏ you proba-a-ably would i think you might be the most a-a-ass-kicking member of our coopera-a-ation sphere Ɏ
>[I have to keep my bleatboy zzafe.]<
Ɏ you're so cool... my knighterror in shining mecha-a-anics... Ɏ Ɏ ps ca-a-an i come over a-a-and pla-a-ay grubsta-a-ation with you Ɏ
>[I am pretty awezzome.]< >[Alzzo yeah of courzze you can. I will get it all zzet up. Zzzee you zzoon.]<
Ɏ fuck yea-a-a Ɏ
Ɏ wa-a-ait chittr ha-a-as a-a-ads now. since when. I a-a-am frothing a-a-at the mouth. "your ma-a-atesprit will HA-A-ATE this ga-a-ame" well i ha-a-ate YOU!!! you don't know me! do NOT try to ma-a-arket to me!!! Ɏ
Ɏ drinking the juice tha-a-at ma-a-akes me ca-a-apa-a-able of doing things but a-a-also ma-a-akes me a-a-anxious a-a-as fuuuuck #va-a-aleristruggles Ɏ
Ɏ cra-a-ackers for my mea-a-al Ɏ
Ɏ #mymea-a-al Ɏ
yuummy. hi valeri
Ɏ hi gloomy!! i hope you a-a-are well Ɏ
i am. i hope youu are too.
Ɏ i a-a-am getting by a-a-and doing my best a-a-and tha-a-at's wha-a-at ma-a-atters i think Ɏ
∻The bubbles in my b☢g s☢metimes have the v☢ices ☢f pe☢ple I knew ☢nce. Anyway, small snack. https://file.garden/aeuWDCVxx2XDWdvG/scran.png∻
▲girl threw in a fun fact▼
∻It's always a dinner and a sh☢w with me. F☢☢d f☢r the st☢mach and the brain.∻
Ɏ @twistedComedy drew me a-a-a thing!! he rea-a-ally ca-a-aptured my sca-a-aredness i think Ɏ
Ɏ oh sh*t it's #moira-a-ailmonda-a-ay shoutout to @letha-a-argicMecha-a-anist i would be na-a-aught but a-a-a puddle of fa-a-ailure were it not for her Ɏ
>[You would be juzzt fine, Valeri. But I am happy to be a beacon of zztability for you and will be here forever and ever.]<
Ɏ rea-a-alizing i never did a-a-a 100 followers or 10k kult celebra-a-ation. i should rea-a-ally get a-a-around to doing something for those Ɏ
Ɏ sta-a-ats before fa-a-ashion you will lose a-a-all pa-a-assion Ɏ Ɏ fa-a-ashion before sta-a-ats you will receive congra-a-ats Ɏ Ɏ #va-a-aleriwisdoms Ɏ
>[I did not know you were a poet, Valeri.]<
Ɏ there a-a-are ma-a-any words a-a-and sentences consta-a-antly swirling a-a-around in the oil of my thinkpa-a-an a-a-and sometimes they sizzle up to ma-a-ake bea-a-autiful thoughts Ɏ
>[Cannot argue with that. Zzzpeak your truthzz, bud. <>]<
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Ɏ @chittr is it norma-a-al to feel like you ma-a-ake a-a-a fool of yourself a-a-and fa-a-ail every socia-a-al encounter #genuinequestion Ɏ
print("for some yes") print("personally... also yes sometimes")
[+] sounds Like a kind if anxiety. but yeah
Ɏ sa-a-ad but true Ɏ
Ɏ plea-a-ase don't sma-a-ash me tha-a-at sounds like it'll hurt Ɏ
Ɏ @chittr i ha-a-ave been informed tha-a-at a-a-acts of sa-a-acrifice a-a-and pra-a-ayer work better if you do them to a-a-a specific figure ra-a-ather tha-a-an the nebulous concept of higher powers Ɏ Ɏ so my followup question is how do i find one to commit to like a-a-are they on troll linkedin or wha-a-at. do they ha-a-ave a-a-a ca-a-arrd #genuinequestion. Ɏ
Ɏ @chittr does sa-a-acrificing things to nebulous powers a-a-actua-a-ally work a-a-asking for a-a-a friend #genuinequestion Ɏ
N0. Pick a g0d and pray t0 it. That will w0rk.
occasionally. bu+ as said. +here are be++er op+ions.
Does the power have a name?
Nebulous? No. Be specific with your intentions and who you are askinf what from.
Ɏ i'm a-a-alwa-a-ays thinking too much or not thinking enough or not thinking a-a-at a-a-all Ɏ
Do uus a favor annd thinnk muuch less, please..
Ɏ i try Ɏ
Ɏ how to sleep like a-a-a miniseries Ɏ
Ɏ why is it tha-a-at whenever i return from the woods somebody cool ha-a-as died or otherwise been violently inca-a-apa-a-acita-a-ated :( Ɏ this is a-a-an ill omen Ɏ
Ɏ hi i wa-a-as a-a-awa-a-ay for a-a-a bit i went into the woods Ɏ
Ɏ fucked up how you recoup losses but you don't recoupera-a-ate. like tha-a-at should be right. but its not. it's recupera-a-ate. just one of life's ma-a-any tricks Ɏ
>[Another nugget of wizzdom from my beloved moirail.]<
Ɏ follow #va-a-aleriWisdoms for more Ɏ
Ɏ don't know if weirdyfeeling is from sickness, ca-a-affeine cra-a-ash, socia-a-al burnout, or it Being La-a-ate. ma-a-aybe a-a-all of the a-a-above! tha-a-at's the fun pa-a-art you never know Ɏ Ɏ = sleep time 4 va-a-aleri Ɏ
[|87 :: Do rest, 1 w;sh you luck ;n your self d;agnos;s.
Ɏ i will do my best 👍 Ɏ