goddamn i am so hungry today i swear i could eat like an entire pot of spaghetti
school lunch sized pot 80 people plus serving size could make 2 whole 6 foot cubes out of it
...yes. this is a good frame of reference. thank you...
the second yyyou know that fear... yyyou're doomed... yyyou are going to get lost in the sauce... it's inevitable...
≈ Sounds dreadful... IF IT — is inevitable, it's — imperative I — MUST FIND — a — WAY — TO escape FROM the SAUCE — and — parse such — wisdom to — those already — demised — if — they — wish — to — BE free... ≈
nayyy... the sauce is ever-constant...omnipresent... it is eternal... succumb to the sauce.............
≈ IT SIMPLY cannot be... no, I — WILL — search for — the answer regardless; — if there's — NO ESCAPE, — then — THERE'S — NO — such thing AS being LOST. ONE — outcome CAN'T EXIST WITHOUT — THE — other... ≈
but... once yyyou've known the sauce... do yyyou trulyyy want to leave? what is there, beyyyond it... worth leaving its warmth..... would yyyou not return...
≈ I SUPPOSE it IS — ONLY — UP — TO the MARTYR — to decide... — A perplexing rhetorical THOUGHT — I must — continue to PONDER. ≈
too true... we beyyyond the scenario cannot dictate what one does in the moment.... manyyy such things to consider in spite of that...