(⊱♓︎⊰) you call the number that has failed you oh so many times before, back home and waiting in an empty mess of a place. remnants of what were earth are all you truthfully can stand on calling again and again every time waiting out the whole duration...you needed her. everything they all said was true, you knew it deep down and you hated it. every notion you hate about yourself torn out for literally anyone to see. ring ring ring dead air yet again you click dial again your hugging your knees tighter to your chest. you really are just a rabbid mutt aren't? just doing what your told. you enjoy it anyways so why the hell are you trying to be your own person? not like you enjoy failing relationships, hurting people you care about making people care for you. ring ring ring . . . *click* her voice hits your ears, you stop moving. it's so...nice to hear her again, you don't actually even care what she's saying. you don't have to either you know exactly what your supposed to do. isn't it nice? you love her, and she likes to use you. your her tool, her guard, her pet. and you wouldn't have it any other way. #manipulation #self-loathing https://i.postimg.cc/rvrlmcyc/screenshot-20260605-151352-2.jpg
(⊱♓︎⊰) ugh, don't call angie here seriously not in the mood.
i understand jade... i really do i will always be here for you im sorry you couldnt find another way <3
(⊱♓︎⊰) i'm fine, better than fine. just don't talk too me i don't care anymore i finally have things back to how they were. and i'm happy now. i'm so much happier than i was.
im glad youre happy jade i really am! i promise this doesnt change how i feel about you :)
oh and umm do you want us to call you mutt instead of jade?
or is that just for )(er
(⊱♓︎⊰) okay thank you for understanding, everyones been so negative about this it's annoying!
(⊱♓︎⊰) up too you! s)(e just prefers it that way. i don't care :)
TRUST me i know the feeling i wont pretend im not a little sad about it but but i still support you no matter what!!!!!!!!! we can disagree and still love each other
(⊱♓︎⊰) thank you, i'm going to do what s)(e wants and that's final. and i don't hate you either, just stay out of the way and everything stays fine!