as an update i still feel #trapped and my wings #ache and i feel like im still forgetting something but i dont know what it is because i cant fucking #remember
0ur situati0ns are different but with similar aspects. as 0ne wh0 merged with a sprite bef0re pil0ting this b0dy i can understand the feeling 0f being b0und t0 a being that y0u d0 n0t wish t0 be tied t0 i d0 n0t have any advice t0 0ffer just a fact 0f similarities.
i dunno if thats even the cause of the sudden wrongness but honestly who fucking knows at this point could be anything
well at the very minimum fr0m pers0nal experience bef0re this machine bec0me my b0dy i felt as if i was within a pris0n the machine strangely felt freeing, yet my mind has been limited by the em0ti0ns i have available. i am unsure if this is exactly what y0u are referring t0 but i am s0rry
dont need apologies but yea sorta sucks being this i guess
i c0uld "request" equius t0 c0mmissi0n y0u a b0dy th0ugh that may n0t be y0ur style
not sure id enjoy it much but idk maybe put that idea on the back burner
machine 0ver flesh is n0t f0r every0ne take y0ur time g00d luck
think having no body at all would be preferable atp
understandable i supp0se that is where we differ i w0uld rather rend myself than remaining with0ut this steel skin