@turntechGodcest — #violence
dirk needs to reply to my message so he can come choke me out though for real or maybe i will freak the fuck out if he touches me i dont know yet #nsfw #incest #violence #nsfwe
i wish i was the one who drove the sword through his chest #violence #vent
fantasizing about my bro kicking my ass but being proud i dont cry or get upset and giving me a small nod while he steps on my dick standing above me and if i can cum to it in 10 seconds i get to but otherwise i am not allowed and #nsfw #nsfwe #violence #incest
im thinking about my bro choking me out again like until i die or my neck snaps #nsfw #incest #nsfwe #violence
need him to kick my ass and tell me what i want since i cant think for myself #incest #violence
someone should fuck me while i quietly tell them to stop but i end up shutting up and closing my eyes and convincing myself i like it #nsfw #nsfw #noncon #dubcon #cnc #cw-cnc #cw-noncon #violence
i need to be fucked and hurt while i beg them to stop absolutely breaking me into pieces and hurting me and hurting me and fucking hurting me #nsfw #nsfwe #noncon #dubcon #cw-cnc #cnc #violence
i need to get feel small and get beat until i cough up blood and then given a look i cant discern where i project my own disappointment onto his shades #incest #abuse #nsfwe but it isnt actually sexual i just want to be safe #violence
i want him to pull my tooth out but like for sexual reasons #nsfw #nsfwe #incest #violence #gore just like in a casual way
always torn between wanting to fight him and hating him and wanting to kill him and ruin him because he ruined me or wanting to be good and make him approve of me while i desperately seek him to love me back #incest #violence #abuse
sometimes i have vivid images in my head about horrible violent things happening to me and i cant tell if theyre fantasies or nightmares that happen while im still awake and it makes me feel weird and not turned off but not turned on just in an inbetween state like im loading waiting to be told what im supposed to feel because ultimately im meant to feel what he wants me to feel and i think i just don’t want to get it wrong and be uncool #nsfw #nsfwe #violence #incest #abuse
sword in me #violence
anyways thinking about having my head forced into the mud in a side street nobody goes down getting my arm dislocated and he puts a gun to my head or a blade to my neck and tells me to beg for his cock or else hes taking my head clean off #nsfw #nsfwe #gunplay #violence #cw-cnc #noncon
would be cool to have my veins pulled out of me #violence #gore #cw-self-harm i guess even though im not doing that
once again imagining laying my head on my older brothers chest as he pets my hair and tells me he loves me #incest he would kick my ass though #violence
i want to be choked to death #nsfw #nsfwe #violence
decapitating dirk for sexual reasons because for some reason whenever i wake up from a nightmare about the time i felt blade slice through neck i have a hard on #nsfw #nsfwe #gore #violence #guro
i had a fantasy of choking him out until he dies and then threw up about it this isnt nsfw its just sorta there #violence #incest #nsfwe