@turntechGodcest — #violence
always torn between wanting to fight him and hating him and wanting to kill him and ruin him because he ruined me or wanting to be good and make him approve of me while i desperately seek him to love me back #incest #violence #abuse
sometimes i have vivid images in my head about horrible violent things happening to me and i cant tell if theyre fantasies or nightmares that happen while im still awake and it makes me feel weird and not turned off but not turned on just in an inbetween state like im loading waiting to be told what im supposed to feel because ultimately im meant to feel what he wants me to feel and i think i just don’t want to get it wrong and be uncool #nsfw #nsfwe #violence #incest #abuse
anyways thinking about having my head forced into the mud in a side street nobody goes down getting my arm dislocated and he puts a gun to my head or a blade to my neck and tells me to beg for his cock or else hes taking my head clean off #nsfw #nsfwe #gunplay #violence #cw-cnc #noncon
would be cool to have my veins pulled out of me #violence #gore #cw-self-harm i guess even though im not doing that
once again imagining laying my head on my older brothers chest as he pets my hair and tells me he loves me #incest he would kick my ass though #violence
i want to be choked to death #nsfw #nsfwe #violence
decapitating dirk for sexual reasons because for some reason whenever i wake up from a nightmare about the time i felt blade slice through neck i have a hard on #nsfw #nsfwe #gore #violence #guro
i had a fantasy of choking him out until he dies and then threw up about it this isnt nsfw its just sorta there #violence #incest #nsfwe