i found it you guys it fell over its behind the table it also sort of spilled entirely everywhere and normally that would be a spectacular tragedy i mean really something that brings a tear to your eye over the lost potential but you know i think theres a deeper meaning this time i think its about loving something and needing to let it go to finally feel free and reminding yourself that youre not in control of everything and as scary as that is thats okay or maybe god is telling my fat ass to stop drinking so much soda because its bad for my teeth and its not a replacement for actual food even though sometimes i pretend it is because its a lot fucking easier and im still kind of scared of the stove despite knowing for a fact nothing is in there anymore and hey nobodys going to read this far on a social media site so i dont think i need to backspace that we are just going to let the thoughts keep flowing man i dont have any more of that flavor either i really liked the orange crush too damn what a shame
