@turntwinkGodhead — #vent
why did i have to change maybe if i never changed i wouldnt have fucked up maybe if i never changed hed still be happy with me maybe if i never changed everything would be better #vent
why did i ever even say yes if i repressed everything denied i was gay never found out i was trans maybe theyd be happier maybe id be less of a failure maybe id be good for something if i never even talked to them after the session i fucked it up its my fault i lost him and theres fucking nothing i can do about it #vent
everything was for him i was trying so hard #vent
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exactly why i did it btw #vagueposting #vent #cw-suicide #cw-self-harm
i like obama so much because after my brother would beat me into a bloodied mess on the roof before making fun of me and throwing me into my room and locking it i would get onto my computer and listen to his speeches. and just how. fucking perfectly worded and touching they are were amazing for the moment #abuse #gore #violence #family #vent (?)
nah 😭 😭 😭 cuz god tier got me blowing my brains out with a 20 gauge just to feel something 😭 😭 😭 amirite lad or amirite lad 😭 😭 😭 #cw-self-harm #gore #nsfw #vent #suicide