Lo+ng ago+ a girl played a game wit)( )(er friends, it was )(o+nestly a miracle t)(at t)(e w)(o+le gro+up didn't get eac)( o+t)(er killed, well up until t)(e end t)(at is. T)(e girl made t)(e mo+st o+f )(er deat)(, pursuing kno+wledge and wisdo+m a8o+ve all else. T)(e girl go+t 8o+red o+f t)(e simplicity after so+me time 0f co+urse w)(en presented wit)( an o+ppo+rtunity to+ 8reak t)(e stagn8o+n, s)(e finally snapped. T)(e girl did so+met)(ing drastic caused a mess t)(at was o+nly undo+ne 8y so+meo+ne wit)( t)(e po+wer to+ c)(ange t)(ings o+n a fundamental level. And s)(e Well, s)(e was lo+st.
...it's yoU. yoU're the one who stole the ring.
I am?
yoU broke everything. doomed the timeline, you- ...........if it weren't for yoU, i'd be alive. yoU stole that from me.
I do+n't quite recall it all it was suc)( a 8lur )(o+w Lo+ng ago+ was t)(is?
yoU know better than to try and measUre. eternities oUt here shape themselves like seconds, hoUrs, sweeps. it's been a long, long time. and yet, no time at all.
I suppo+se it )(as 8een so+ very lo+ng, I'm just a 8it lo+st. I will lend my sympat)(ies 8ut I trut)(fully do+n't remem8er any o+f t)(at. I wo+nder if I )(ad a go+o+d reaso+n
yoU didn't. egotism, a desire to recaptUre yoUr "relevance," a disregard for those of Us who never had a taste to begin with. i've been isolated, alone in the dark, for what might be conservatively estimated as several years. yoU had an entire afterlife fUll of ghosts and landscapes and memories and dreams to explore. bUt yoU were UngratefUl. so yoU took my only chance at escape. and so, alone i've remained.
I see So+ )(er, ergo+ my )(u8ris was my do+wnfall t)(e )(eel t)(at was punctured 8y t)(e arro+w. Is t)(at w)(y I'm like t)(is? I do+n't see anyt)(ing except t)(e 8rig)(t lig)(t aro+und me w)(ic)( is so+ empty. So+ I messaged t)(ings up, I was stupid. I am no+t sure )(o+w to+ feel, It8is nice to+ learn o+f myself yet painful. I'm so+rry seems like t)(e 8est wo+rds to+ say 8ut I do+n't remem8er w)(at I am apo+lo+gizing fo+r, my wo+rds are )(ers ergo+ I am )(er 8ut I do+n't kno+w if I truly am ... I still )(ave t)(e pieces