I feel a lot more comfortable in my own skin after sparring with someone. I wonder why that is. ... I can probably make a guess, but I'm no terrorpist. Regardless... I think I might be stable enough to manage a quick hug at the minute. That's much better than I was doing the day before that.
... Yes, that too.
:> Th^t’s wonderful, H^ze. <:
Thank you. Its a relief. Its... It has been a struggle, certainly. I have people I want to hold, knowing that I can barely touch them at all has not been good on my psyche. Still, its good to see improvement. I should do this more often. Not too often, mind... I seem to often pick opponents who recover significantly faster than I would if I were to get hurt, hah.
:> -v-b well, you won l^st time ^nd neither of us got too hurt… <:
And I won here, too. I have more to risk, so perhaps that's why, but also, I know you were holding back more than I was, which I appreciate very much.
:> I like not bre^king my friends. Me^nwhile there is ^ cert^in level of bre^king me th^t is f^irly e^sy to rep^ir, ^nd my p^in toler^nce is high. <:
I also prefer not breaking my friends, or being broken in the first place, let alone by my friends. We'll have to spar again sometime. It was very fun.