Dark and darkest, nothing but chattering. A feast with everyone you have ever cared for. Isn't that so nice? Just let your mind blurry and distract as screams filled through your ears. Drink wine as if it's the ambrosia of the world even as an eyeball falls into your glass. The table decorated in the tackiest golds and everything you have always hated. An veil to hide your face from the people as every single person was replaced. One head to roll, three heads, and five bloodpushers carved out from where ribs had protected from that fate. You looked up and you see nothing that you ever wanted to see. Isn't that so kind to acknowledge what you have done? You have done so much and so little. It was gone like a phantom. You still had three more courses. You stomached your food even as bile built up in your stomach. Ignore how you were eating all that you knew one by one. Dull pressure was put onto your shoulders. "Isn't your meal lovely?' Wordless and like a slideshow for how you heard it. Grating and not loving. You chased after the bare minimum of warmth. You didn't know what you had ever said. You ate your unappealing raw meat and ignored how it was clearly an organ from someone you loved. The mildest flush as you swallowed down the urge to vomit and your chin was held. Her face made your chest tightened and you couldn't breathe "Aren't you a good boy" --- It - took a while - to write - um > #horror #bodyhorror #gore #dreams #writing #dreams
