sometimes / I decide to go onto the human's equivalent of chittr / and sometimes / they make you regret it / by putting in front of you / someone's short story / for a fetish you're really not into / that makes you kind of upset / and you just have to live with the knowledge / of however much of it / you saw / and sometimes / it can upset you enough / that you don't really want to do anything / but cling to your partner system / and hold them close / and hug them tight / and scrub that memory / and those awful ideas / as far away from you / as possible / I did not want to read / someone's fucking NTR short story / rather infact / I find the idea of cheating / really really upsetting / and I think / I really want to cry right now #nsfw / I guess
i'm so sorry that happened / other me
I feel like throwing up / I go to twitter to see videos of bunnies / because it reminds me of her / getting blasted with some Wacko's cheating fantasy / when I'm already thinking about our wife / just makes me want to throw up / at the idea of losing her / especially in such a way
deep breaths / you'll be ok
wife helped calm me down / reassured me she'd make sure she's covered in the blood / of anyone that tries to separate us / before letting it actually happen / a bit over the top / but knowing her / she's not understating it / she's so kind to me / I'm so lucky we're hers